I have been allowing the delay of this blog for too long so
here I go……
Today as I was reading a book by Parker J. Palmer, “Let your
life Speak” and I had one of those ah huh moments!
I have been
struggling, really struggling with the concept of sharing some of the chapters of
my life in print especially in a blog. I’m not sure that the word struggling
defines the battle I have been in since I set out to put in black and white
some of my story. I know it has been a spiritual battle, I have felt it deep in
my soul.
I have been running from the Lord for many years now. I know
He has been calling me to share my story in black and white, to show His love
and power. I could not put into words exactly what I was feeling and why I was
running until today.
As I read Palmer’s penned words about his life I felt like I
was seeing very clearly what I have been feeling about my life and my story.
Palmer writes, “The story of my journey is no more or less
important than anyone else’s. It is simply the best source of data I have on a
subject where generalization often fails but truth may be found in the
details.”
Oh, thank you God for these words I know they have come from
you.
Everyone does have a story and mine is no more important or
special then anyone else’s but what is important is what I do with my story.
I have shared my
story when I was least expecting to over the last few years. I have been led to
share with a perfect stranger while hiking Multnomah Falls, with a sister in Christ
in Kenya
and a life long friend who I hadn’t seen in years as well as many others. Each
time I knew God had set up our meetings for a reason. He had led us to share
with one another our stories. We shared details and truths that led us into a
relationship if even just for an hour that would forever impact us. We created
community by sharing with one another. What an encouragement and blessing we
were to each other. How thankful I was to listen and share with them.
This is why I will be
obedient to the Lord and not waste the chapters of my life by keeping them to
myself. I will share them to encourage and empower others. I will share them so
they will see the faithfulness of our Lord Jesus Christ. I will share them to
help build community as God has called us to do. I will share them because that
is what life is meant to be, shared.
As I share my story through this blog I pray that others
will share with me. I pray that we will form a community. It will be a
community of story tellers who will focus on the details so that the Lord will
be glorified and others will be encouraged!
I am so proud of you, Kim. I pray for an abundance of grace and full reliance on the Holy Spirit as you embark on this part of your journey. :)
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